"I was afraid of everyone. Video cameras were lodged
all over my room and the government was watching me. There were times
when I
thought aliens were communicating to me through the street
lights. I
couldn't talk in the car, because the CIA had
tapped our radio to hear my mother and my conversations. I also heard
voices
and couldn't sleep at night. In fact I got expelled from school when my
grades
went down the drain for threatening to kill someone because "Mr. X"
(the man in my head) told me to. link to
Lindsay's story
Kim: Hallucinations
"The
voice then told me to kill myself in a slow, painful way. That same
evening I
was watching the news and they had a segment about roller coasters.
When they
showed the roller coaster from the cameras point of view, the voice
started
going "wooooooo hooooooooo" like it loved riding the roller
coaster." link
to Kim's story
Laura:
Hallucinations
"I remember
when I first noticed my son acting
different. He would be yelling at the TV or the game he was playing,
saying
"you're not playing right!" I never put too much into it. At first I
thought he had an imaginary friend." link
to Laura's story
Lindsay: Delusions of Grandeur "My
family
keeps telling me about this one
delusion I had in which I thought I was a vampire and I actually glued
fangs
into my mouth one night. My belief in
this was so real that I became the vampire, I actually would cut myself
if
there was no one else to suck blood. I tried to bite my friend and
ended up
hurting her wrist." link
to Lindsay's story
Scott: Delusions of Grandeur/Referential
"If I hear a
familiar song and I know the words,
I can inflict pain onto whomever I am looking at simply by the fact
that I am
so familiar with the song." link
to Scott's story
Brennon: Delusions of Grandeur
"When I was
having one of my many psychotic episodes, I
thought that God was going to take me to heaven after turning my body
into pure
light. I thought that Moses and Elijah, from the bible, were my friends, and I could
see them in the mirror looking back at
me with proud faces............I hope that people will eventually
learn that the mentally ill are usually not violent like the media and Hollywood often
describes
many of us as. I know for me, that, most the time I just wanted to be
left
alone. link
to Brennon's story