{"id":1692,"date":"2019-04-03T23:06:03","date_gmt":"2019-04-03T23:06:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/160-the-words\/?page_id=1692"},"modified":"2024-08-06T19:26:03","modified_gmt":"2024-08-06T19:26:03","slug":"wordplay","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/the-words-april-2019\/wordplay\/","title":{"rendered":"Wordplay"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Sophie Hilker \u201920<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"193\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2019\/04\/IMG_6518-1-193x300.jpg\" alt=\"Albert Lee '20\" class=\"wp-image-1731\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2019\/04\/IMG_6518-1-193x300.jpg 193w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2019\/04\/IMG_6518-1-768x1191.jpg 768w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2019\/04\/IMG_6518-1-660x1024.jpg 660w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2019\/04\/IMG_6518-1.jpg 1242w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 193px) 100vw, 193px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>This month,&nbsp;<em>The Words<\/em> is so grateful and excited to showcase the work of English minor Albert Lee &#8217;20. <span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Catfished from Honolulu, Hawai&#8217;i with a financial aid package, Albert Lee is a junior at <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Macalester College. An&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Asian s<\/span>tudies major and creative writing minor, his writing is inspired by larger questions about postmemory, diasporic intimacy, and Asian-futurism. Essentially, &#8216;How beautiful does the world need to be before I stop wanting to leave it?&#8217; Currently, he is reading Ocean Vuong&#8217;s intensely fragile novel, <i>On Earth We&#8217;re Briefly Gorgeous<\/i>. He hopes he can one day connect to the pathos within the human condition as Ocean does so tenderly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Please enjoy Albert&#8217;s poetry!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><b>\u5f1f\u5f1f<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>1. <\/strong>I met a boy who, at the age of 14, had the same haircut I did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>2. <\/strong>\u201cHunger is to give the body what it knows it cannot keep.\u201d \u2014 Ocean Vuong<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>3. <\/strong>My mouth had coffee with him, and as soon as my legs got home, my lungs forgot how to breathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathebreathe b r e a t h e<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>4. <\/strong>My hair either looks like an expired Christmas tree or an angry porcupine dipped in wax.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><b>5<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. hehasanxietyhehasanxietyhehasanxietyhehasanxietyhehasanxietyhehasanxietyhehasanxietytoo<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>6. <\/strong>He tames his porcupine every morning with heavy-duty hair paste; I gave up after the second week of freshman year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>7. <\/strong>His belly is empty but I will not gavage him five-thousand years of regurgitated daddy issues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>8. <\/strong>We both used to be fatter than the Asian oompa-loompas and we\u2019re still browner than the chocolate factory.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>9. <\/strong>I don\u2019t know how long I can keep promising to take care of him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>10. <\/strong>I went through his old Facebook photos and found pictures of myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>11. <\/strong>I starve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>12. <\/strong>Fuck You And Your Fucking Problematic Chocolate Factory Full Of Chinky Brown Boys Who Bleed Like Him, Willy Wonkass.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>13. <\/strong>He has a pretty, Chinese, and pretty Chinese girlfriend named Francesca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>14. <\/strong>I hope Fran knows how to love him before his anxiety knows how to kill.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p><b>of koi\u3068 ai\u3068 sakura\u3068 silence\u3068 war\u3068 warmth\u3068 love\u3068 loss\u3068 hashi\u3068<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><b>m<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Maybe it\u2019s na\u00efve for me to expect the world to scream<br><\/span><b>a<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> and shoot just because another human is shot.<br><\/span><b>s<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Silence is not the absence of a gunshot.<br><\/span><b>s<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Silence is the presence of a bulletstorm. <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><b>s<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Sometimes, I set my hashi ablaze<br><\/span><b>h<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> hoping someone cares,<br><\/span><b>o<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> or at least, stays warm,<br><\/span><b>o<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> or at least, stays.<br><\/span><b>t<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> To be fair, I don\u2019t usually set my hashi ablaze;<br><\/span><b>i <\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I prefer to let it rot. When sakura blossoms in the midst of war,<br><\/span><b>n<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> nobody can explain the difference between koi and ai. I<br><\/span><b>g<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> guess koi is to live for love, whereas ai is to die for it? <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><b>s<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Shootings are koi. They either mature into ai or silence.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">[originally published in the September Issue of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The Write Launch<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">]<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u522b\u7684\u4e8b\u7269 \u300a\u84dd\u84dd\u300b <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u6211\u7684\u82b1\u6735\u7684\u679c\u5b9e\u3002<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u6211\u7684\u6625\u590f\u540e\u7684\u971c\u96ea\u3002<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u8870\u8001\u7684\u5987\u4eba\u548c\u5979\u6614\u65e5\u9752\u6625<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;\u5168\u90e8\u7684\u7f8e\u4e3d\u3002 <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u522b\u7684\u4e8b\u7269<br><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u6211\u662f\u6211\u66fe\u8bfb\u8fc7\u7684\u4e66<br><\/span>\u9760\u8fc7\u7684\u5899\u58c1&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;\u7b14\u548c\u68b3\u5b50\u3002<br>\u662f\u6bcd\u4eb2\u7684\u4e73\u623f\u548c\u5a74\u513f\u7684\u5c0f\u5634<br><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u662f\u4e00\u573a\u98ce\u66b4\u540e\u8150\u70c2\u7684\u6811\u53f6<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u2014\u2014\u2014 \u9ed1\u8272\u7684\u6ce5\u571f <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><b>I Am Another Thing<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> by Lan Lan (Translated by Albert Lee)<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am the fruits of my flower.<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am the frost and snow after my spring and summer.<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am the waning woman and her once unmarried youth<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;in all of its beauty. <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am another thing<br><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am the books I once read<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the walls I once leaned on<\/span> <span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the pens &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;and the combs.<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">am the mother\u2019s breast and the baby\u2019s small mouth<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">am the leaves decomposing after the storm<br><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u2014\u2014\u2014 black earth<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sophie Hilker \u201920 This month,&nbsp;The Words is so grateful and excited to showcase the work of English minor Albert Lee &#8217;20. 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