{"id":5959,"date":"2023-11-01T19:33:40","date_gmt":"2023-11-01T19:33:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/160-the-words\/?page_id=5959"},"modified":"2024-08-07T21:15:39","modified_gmt":"2024-08-07T21:15:39","slug":"wordplay-with-kendall-kieras-24","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/home-2\/the-words-november-2023\/wordplay-with-kendall-kieras-24\/","title":{"rendered":"Wordplay with Kendall Kieras &#8217;24"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">By Birdie Keller &#8217;24<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">We are so excited to introduce another edition of Wordplay, where we feature incredible creative writing from our very own senior English majors! This month, Kendall Kieras was generous enough to share a poem.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kendall is a senior English Literature and Political Science double major from Seattle. They are the president of Mac&#8217;s spoken word club, MacSlams, and were a member of Mac&#8217;s 2023 Midwest Poetry Mashup winning slam team.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2023\/11\/Kendall_07-1-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Kendall Kieras '24\" class=\"wp-image-5963\" style=\"width:173px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2023\/11\/Kendall_07-1-683x1024.jpg 683w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2023\/11\/Kendall_07-1-200x300.jpg 200w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2023\/11\/Kendall_07-1-768x1152.jpg 768w,  https:\/\/www.macalester.edu\/the-words\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/603\/2023\/11\/Kendall_07-1.jpg 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">ode to my grandmother&nbsp;<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">if she was a patron saint she would be patron saint of perfect hostas.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">or sugar free pudding.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">or saturday morning gossip.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sometimes, she meets strangers at the hy-vee&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and tells them i\u2019m going to be a famous writer&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">which is hard, because almost everyone in a Minnesota HyVee is her distant relative or ex-coworker.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sometimes, i am sure she was the first woman&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">pomegranate squishing down her open palm in the garden of eden<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandmother, who was a midwife, who easily could have birthed us all<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandmother, whose daughter, my mother<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">died five days before christmas&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and still her tree was the most beautiful every year<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandma tells me she got kicked out at thirteen<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">after, she lived with a different family every year of high school<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she\u2019d go on dates just for the free meal<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she tells me good thing she was pretty, or she wouldn\u2019t have eaten<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">i imagine her out there, prom queen hands pressed in the iowa dirt&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">a month ago, she told me her dad died when she was 16.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">when I asked why she didn\u2019t tell me before, she said she forgot to mention it.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">when my dad didn\u2019t call on my birthday she made me a chocolate cake&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">box duncan hines frosting from a can<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my name in red sprinkles to cover a forty five degree tilt<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she laughed, \u201cit\u2019s ugly, but it tastes good.\u201d&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sometimes, she talks to the sky at night<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">asks my mother to make things easy for me.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandmother, who raised me for a year after her daughter, my mother died&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">64 with a baby, immaculate conception<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sometimes, I imagine putting the death tape on reverse.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sitting with her at the tv, watching my mother bloom over and over.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandmother says she stopped going to church when my mom died.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">because all she\u2019d do is sit in the pews and cry.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my grandmother has seen so much pain.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and still loves stronger than anyone.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she sang me lullabies for ten years,&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and every week she brings cookies to my great uncle in memory care<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she complains about my punk clothes but patches them anyway.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she bandaged my knees and dried my tears.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she is the most ordinary miracle i have ever seen.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">sometimes i wish i could replace her arthritic fingers with my own<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">so when she gets to heaven she can hold my mother the way she used to.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">for her, i hope to grow old, so when i get there<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">she knows what my mother would have looked like.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">a soft hand reaching out to touch her daughter\u2019s face again.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Birdie Keller &#8217;24 We are so excited to introduce another edition of Wordplay, where we feature incredible creative writing from our very own senior English majors! This month, Kendall Kieras was generous enough to share a poem. Kendall is a senior English Literature and Political Science double major from Seattle. 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